My Monomyth Adventure, A Journey that took me 29 years
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Dear Letty, Only if we had gotten together when I was 13 and it was your 15th birthday back in June 15th, 1885. Our lives would totally different. I piss in my dad's beer, because he was being drunk & stupid and he pee himself. So then I try to pick a fight with him, and he backdown like punk. 11 years later is the 3rd time I walked in your life on Wednesday April 19th, 1995 same day as Oklahoma City bombing, Interview with Patty. Crossing the First Threshold.
Back in the 1990's the women that worked in this Remedy office "1500 Oliver Rd, Ste H, Fairfield, CA" were involved in porn. Rhonda, Julia, Patty, Laura, Lexi, Letty,and others made a movie called "200 Ways On How To Fuck" . You could see them in phone sex Ad in the back of every porn magazine. But it was Rhonda Faria (https://www.linkedin.com/pub/rhonda-faria/30/215/685) that got all of this women in this, she played them and turn them out like a pimp and street hookers. They didn't make porn movies until they worked for Remedy.
It was Saturday night. Me, October 14, 1995. Me, Ron, and Jake was hanging out at Lisa's Bar & Grill. We where on Peabody Dr. between Cliffside Dr. and Elmira Rd. Four xiv punks where waving bandanna at Letty, Lexi and, another cousin. So I pull them out of the car with a knife in my hand. I Cut their red shorts off, wrap em around my hands and set them on fire. When I was done the whole black hooded sweat shirt was on fire, didn't even feel it "Adrenaline Rush". Not one out of four them hit back.
1st Body Count Cop Killer
1st Body Count Cop Killer
2nd Body Count Talk Shit, Get Shot
3rd Cypress Hill Insane In The Brain
the Second Threshold
November 23rd I enter the Cave of Darkness, and saw the Temptation. And on November 27th the night before Thanksgiving I gave her dad Atonement. Saturday December 28th at Lisa's bar and grill, night before Metallica concert in Sacramento:
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1 Abba - Dancing Queen http://youtu.be/xFrGuyw1V8s
2 Metallica - One http://youtu.be/sXPkmIwwobA
3 Twisted Sister - We're Not Gonna Take It http://youtu.be/4xmckWVPRaI
4 Weird" Al Yankovic - Amish Paradise http://youtu.be/lOfZLb33uCg
5 Cheap Trick - Surrender http://youtu.be/LqB9lhHqmsE
6 Billy Idol - Eyes Without A Face http://youtu.be/9OFpfTd0EIs
7 Billy Idol - Rebel Yell http://youtu.be/VdphvuyaV_I
8 Danzig - Mother http://youtu.be/DZ3xkWuP3Ck
9 White Zombie - Electric Head Pt. 1 http://youtu.be/GgMt0yih0kw?list=PL1DE5DE7BE286B4BF
10 White Zombie- Real Solution http://youtu.be/l8QXGv0Z0BM?list=PL1DE5DE7BE286B4BF
11 White Zombie - More Human Than Human http://youtu.be/xtUt_nNnqL4
12 Pantera - Fucking Hostile http://youtu.be/E929gqIcwwI?list=RDE929gqIcwwI
13 Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams http://youtu.be/qeMFqkcPYcg
14 LL Cool J - Mama Said Knock You Out http://youtu.be/vimZj8HW0Kg
15 Danzig - Black Mass http://youtu.be/IjPAi2O9vw8
16 Danzig - Her Black Wings http://youtu.be/2myWxYAzUw8
17 Johnny Cash - Folsom Prison Blues http://youtu.be/wG0fS4DoGUc
18 Frank Sinatra My Way http://youtu.be/ELpRwoRb1fA
19 Trevor Morris - North Sea Storm http://youtu.be/kyEK-eiSteo
20 Slayer - I Hate You http://youtu.be/TAXzGkzj5E8
21 Slayer - At Dawn They Sleep http://youtu.be/L32fg13KRls
22 Slayer - Witching Hour W/ Rob Flynn from Machine Head http://youtu.be/w6xk8T87tSE
23 Slayer-Gemini http://youtu.be/hzBTHFaA4HQ
24 Mötley Crüe - In the Beginning/Shout at the Devil http://youtu.be/fopNdFMTK7Y?list=RDfopNdFMTK7Y
25 Suicidal Tendencies - You Can't Bring Me Down http://youtu.be/fuhhSsafioM
26 Soul Asylum - Runaway Train http://youtu.be/NRtvqT_wMeY
On February 28th 1997 Letty dedicated this song to me in Vacaville's Lisa's Bar & Grill ( #1 Crush by Garbage) http://youtu.be/dJbXjIEP6rM But I won't want you to ever go thought that. I know she wanted to help me, but she never talk to me. She hold her feels back.
In 1998 I had went through something that could made me a "Beast that come out the sea" It's a long story. I had a contract on my head by a gang of 500. But there were 9 other gangs backing me up. Because everyone in the Alamo Gardens known that Joe had backdown from Rob both before and after he said his name in jail. XIV was divided, CCC was trying to recruit me, Sur 13 "sureños" named the parking lot No Man's Land other gangs were W.A.R., Mexican Mafia, Aryan Nation,The Villains, Hells Angels Nomads, and The Gypsy. My friends where calling it The Raise of The 4th Reich
We almost had a full scale street riot 3 blocks away from largest prison in America.
harlot riding the Beast was Rhonda Faria www.linkedin.com/pub/rhonda-faria/30/215/685 a XIV porn star producer & director
(Stairway To Heaven by Led Zeppelin)
The first prison riot in Vacaville happened in March 1998. The men in this where known as "We Who Are Not As Others". Afterwords my name was said in Vacaville newspaper. In September 1998 this is second prison riot in Vacaville, This is what happens when a gang of 500 put a contract on someones head .
Operation Black Widow
In September of 1995, I got full length tape recording of Tony Faria, the grave yard manger of pay less distribution center in Woodland, Ca. I sent the tape recording to Colonel of A.F.- O.S.I. of Travis AFB. What's on the the tape is porn scandal Temp Agencies, Remedy Intelligent Staffing and Alkar ran by Organized crime Norte and Aryan Brotherhood.
From R to L, The last time I walk away from you was in 2003 you still weren't say it, and now finally 11 years after that I realized. That it was you 29 years ago in 1985 at Lagoon Valley Park when I was 13 years old, it was your 15th birthday. All you had to do is write to me. So I give you this Dead Memory by Slipkot
you're not a Dead Memory to me. I miss you so much. Wish I could turn back time. I think of you everyday. Walking away from is worst thing i've ever done. Hope you're doing well and living a happy life :) 
Star Staffing 2560 N Texas St, Fairfield, CA 94533 (707) 429-0200
Wednesday September 24, 2014
In May got rejected, because she didn't want to be reminded. But now I finally realize what the secret surprise was after 29 years. Nobody ever told me, and that's real shitty. My step dad & others used that to roll the dice with my life. 10 years of misery and for what ? silence. My step dad broke my spirit & my will, my inner demons got the best of me. Thank God he die, knowing what I know now. I would have kill him a long time ago.Wednesday September 24, 2014
And for all you out there including the Vacaville cops that knew about this secret, Thanks !!! You roll the dice with life, you put my life in peril, you through to the wolves. And you had all this years and you never said shit. Then finally in 2014 I woke up and my eyes are open. I give special thanks to my dead stepdad that knew about this for at least 21 years he took it him to the grave, you try and tested me.Ten years of misery and shit. And for what nothing but anxiety attacks, migraines pills, and silence. He broke my spirit and my will, and my inner demons got the best of me. Thank God he die, knowing what I know now, i've would have kill him long time ago !! And to my bloodbrother Jeff Cullum who knew for 9 years, the only reason why became my bloodbrother, is so motch and user, so fuck you and fake brotherly love... Brother.
Everyone has a path to walk, and when you try to make someone walk down a path that's not theirs, that person will walk away, so thank you for keeping this a God damn secret !!! Vengeance is my, and that is Justice. I refused three temptations:
- Lust- Lies of a rich porn star/whore
- Money/Greed- could've been famous singer
- Power- Almost became the leader of the 4th Reich
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